Saturday, April 9, 2011
So now that I'm back in Madrid, feeling a bit dazed from the roller coaster ride I just got off of, I am trying to put the experience in perspective and reevaluate what I want to do here. Suddenly I have this new confidence in working with kids and reminder of what it was to work hard, really hard, for the sake of others. Now I can add all of this to my contemplation of what to do next... Stay in Spain and embrace this experience or still try my luck at a completely different route. The biggest problem with finding my way here is that most of us following the track are not permanently going to do this or live here. I am still fighting that internal struggle of to stay or go somewhere different or return to "normal" life, but at least getting closer to figuring out what I will be good for in the future and, more importantly, embracing the moments in my time here in Spain.