Thursday, March 4, 2010
Having not worked for the last two months or so, I am well aware of how spoiled I am. The flip side is, I am so out of the loop when it comes to buckling down and taking care of the not-so-fun responsibilities, it is torture. The last couple of days I have been trying to tie up loose ends with necessary evils which has resulted in long periods of time spent on hold and parking in front of the computer all day long. Is this the real world I must return to? One of the most frustrating elements of my previous job (and life) was the unavoidable drawn out process to get anything accomplished, inevitably shaving precious time off my life. Ugh.. It never bothered me before when I was consumed by it everyday and it was unavoidable. Must have gotten too comfortable with not dealing with that meaningless monotony. There has got to be a future for me that isn't ruled by such things.